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and I am hurt...

I am hurt. shet. Seryoso ako. Ngayon lang ito. Promise.

Ever since I knew that I would be seeing you, I was thrilled and I seemed to be the happiest person alive. Your coming was such a relief after all the loneliness that I've been through.

There then, I saw you by past midnight. You were taller than I expected, and still you have the same scent since we last met a few years back. You shook my hand with your first hello and your killer smile. I felt I was surrounded by butterflies all over. I had jitters. As the days past, you never talked nor even shared some stories. Dont worry, I knew you and I expected it. Your smile (promise talaga!) and the way you eat and also your diction makes my day.

Then you left for a short vacation with the others. We never had a share of goodbyes since we'll be seeing again after a couple of days. Anyhoo, I suppose you just dont care at all. Hindi mabigat sa damdamin ko yun kasi nga naman magkikita pa talaga ulit. And siguro, its much better so I wouldn't be that attached at all kasi kung hindi magiging reason ka lang ng pag da-drama ko.

Just today when I knew, I would be seeing you less than what's already planned. I thought we would be sharing a couple of lunches and dinners and now its somehow impossible. Ang buong akala ko ang mga tao lang sa paligid mo ang ayaw kung nasaan dapat ang mga bagay-bagay, yun pala - its you. How dare you. (Sorry, magulo talaga - i couldnt give more hints, HAHA)

And again, you would be back in your own place and I suppose you just dont care at all. Ganyan na naman eh. But still, I expect a last goodbye - a last handshake and perhaps another token from you just like you did a few years ago. Another CD case perhaps?

Alam ko naman, time would heal this wounds (huhhh?) or maybe if I see this or that. Pero grabe pag ikaw, ikaw talaga eh. I hate you. :(

Haaay. Panira ka sa exams ko. Baka ikaw ang maisulat ko dun. Punyemas.

Posted by jayvee 03:34

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